.:Kiss Goodbye:.

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	Saturday, July 15, 2006 CH:" cause trial coming d so i wan study study study " me:" same lol~ i also wanna study for my trial " CH:" after i date u i only can concerntrate study lo " me:" wa~ like that also can meh~" CH:" if not i keep thinking of u when study" me:" we not together also~ u don need to date me so fast also nevermind~ after SPM also can" CH:" so u still wan this date or not?" me:" i donno" CH:" then suan ba~from now on i think 1 week i will on9 1 or 2 time only" me:" ok, same to me~so means then u seldom on9 i also seldom on9" CH:" mayb later i wont on9 at all" me:" i can't stop u anyways~ if this is ur choice~ then ok ^^" CH:" i hope i wont on9 untill SPM lol" me:" ya, i think better after SPM only on9" CH:" really tak sampai hati" me:" don't make me sob le la..." CH:" concerntrate on ur study lo" me:" "yue ding" after SPM only meet" CH:" i will hear this song all the time" me:" ok.........yue ding.........sob" CH:" dun sad lah make me sad also...really tak sampai hati.................." me:" i also tak sampai hati lo!" CH:" in my heart will still miss u, but i will try my best to not miss u again" me:" don't chat liao~ the more we chat the more that i tak sampai hati" CH:" u just have little faith" me:" u was born to be loved" CH:" i wish that this day wont come" me:" .........." CH:" take care" me:" u too~ remember our (yue ding)" CH:" bye" me:" tata" -offline- next day... CH:" u free this sunday?" me:" no chatting or dating untill SPM ends~" CH:" i really wanna to meet u" me:" pls...do u still remember that u told me that u'll really desperate on study?" CH:" i really really wan to meet u... plssss" me:" forget about me" CH:" but i really wan to meet u" me:" u give me 5 reasons why should i meet u, then i will consider about it" CH:" ...." me:" that day u already decided to stop thniking of me, on9, and more...so...." CH:" im the 1 who make this stupid decision u know" me:" erm........." CH:" i damn sad after that" me:" don't said like that....this is for our own good~ i understand and i accpet ur decision~" CH:" T.T" me:" long u r happy, and hav a good time for study without wasting time on9~ it's ok for me" CH:" u think i happy?" me:" since u already decided, i'll respect it" CH:" can u juz meet me once?" me:" don make me "xin ruan" le...i afraid i can't tahan already...." CH:" ok if u say like that" me:" sorry..." CH:" ok, i go now...this is really our last conversation" me:" sorry.....really really sorry" CH:" last thing i wan to tell u. remember to eat in time cause i cant remind u all the time liao" me:" ya, will remember" CH:" sob" me:" ...bye..." -offline- dear my computer~ am i bad? evil? why i can't get away from these thing and life happily? neh~ however, i won't care too much about this~ as i said, i will study hard~ so i do it and prove it! ok la, stop here~ i'm tired liao~ tata my dear computer ^^ posted at Saturday, July 15, 2006 Friday, July 14, 2006 latest version of me, myself and I ^^ posted at Friday, July 14, 2006 Saturday, July 08, 2006 found myself & run away, but something pulled me back thought can handle this, but i can't... realised that i have changed a lot.. my personality changed.. learned things through relationship.. it's the most complicated thing in the world. From there, i got hurt a lot of time... after all that i had gone through, i understand being hurt isn't the worst thing in the world... but instead it is a great teacher; it softened and strengthend our heart! And do u know what's the worst thing on earth? it's to shut yourself down from love... haha, actually don't really think that i'm a person who need love sooooo much lol~ sure i can still "hidup" in this world even there's no love with me... even now i don't hav love from someone "special", but at least i hav love from my family and frens ^^ for me, these "love" are enough for the rest of my life! ya, i know i had been hurt by someone who i trusted so much, but seems it's passed, so forget it lol~ maybe u'll will think that i'm just "an wei" myself, erm...maybe yes la......but this is the best way for me to forget everything... i can't do anything else, so i just enjoy my life~! ppl always get shocked when i cried without reason, but for me, it was cool! yeah! tention all gone! haha... from "last" time i been hurt around April/May, i promise myself do not think about "relationship" thingy anymore~ i should focus on my studies anyways~ time runing fast~ it almost SPM trial exam jor...soon real SPM! wow, i can't waste my time on these useless "story" i should step forward ^^ maybe after SPM i'll found something that i waited lol ^^ now, my mind only full with books~ even i'm not really good student, but i'll try my best to be the best lol ^^ so i wish all of u'll support me~ erm... feel sleepy liao.... i think i should off9 and go take a rest~ so, bye! -lame blog end- posted at Saturday, July 08, 2006 最近在学校非常繁忙～好多事必须办… 累得喘不过去了 >.< 但这些日子我也惯了，忙对我来说是一种习惯。若有一天我不忙的话，我想我会sien死哦！哈哈！其实这一切并不是让我最烦的事，真正让我喘不过去的是…友谊我也不知道要怎么开始好，总而言之就是那么复杂就对了～我，B.X, S.T, H.D和Z.L五个人一直以来就是好姐妹虽然有时我们会闹，但最后还是ok回啊。但，为什么自从K.L参入我们的“家庭”，各各都变了？让我感觉你们蛮得情绪化多了…我好不惯现在的你们… 我并不是说我是完全对，但至少我清楚，了解，珍惜我们的友谊～我真的不希望因为小件事让我们分隔哦… haiz...心很乱…不知怎么接下去了～ ... ...灰... ... posted at Saturday, July 08, 2006 Tuesday, July 04, 2006 10.06.2006 进辉约我去TS～当然不只我和他，还有思明哦！时间过得真快，我与进辉都有一年没见面了～自从我们分手后，再也没见面了。头头我还以为这次的约会也许会有点paiseh... 但还好一切都很自然^^ 说真的，他是我第一个ex分手后还可以做朋友的对象。我其它ex都没像他～感觉不错^^ 在此我愿他可以找到真心爱他的人，幸福快乐！ 14.06.2006 今天我与Mr.J sms'ing~哈哈，我猜测的一样，他真的是喜欢我～我没给任何回应他，因为…我也不懂要如何… 17.06.2006 今天去安邦男中的联欢会... 这让我非常怀念在安邦的生活～haiz... 同时我见到很多老朋友！很开心！也看见很多小学朋友～嘻嘻，大家都长大了哦！ C.H也在～paiseh…嘻嘻… 大家都说我变了～有些说我变美，有些说我变帅。一切不重要，最重要还是自己对自己的看法^^ 18.06.2006 C.H他突然变了～他突然开始与我chat，问很多关于我的事甚至他读完所有我的blogs！从2005年到现在～真不可思议！奇怪哦… (还好他不知道我有这个blog >.<) 19.06.2006 我相信今天是我一生中做最大的错！！！我傻了～跟本不清楚在做什么，就此犯大错有谁能了解我现在的心情？haiz... unmeaningful part, so i skip ^^ 22.06.2006 最近上网都一直和C.H chat得很多～他好像变了一点，不像以前不敢和别人chat的C.H了。好笑的是，每次下网之前都会说：“miss u"哦！以前他都不会这样咧…看来他的确有问题… 24.06.2006 今天Sri Muda学校联欢会～哇，看见好多熟人哦！嘻嘻… C.H也在！ paiseh 哈哈^^ 其实今天我会来到这儿都是因为他哦… 当我一知道他来这儿，我和学校学妹临时改计划哦！所谓的付出嘛～联欢会解散后，我学校和安邦男中学校的华文学会一起去吃午餐。我看梦都梦不到既然在这情况下可以“顺便"跟C.H吃午餐咧～嘻嘻… 回到家虽然累了，当我却还上网。跟随直觉吧！啊，C.H也上线哦！他既然告诉我很多东西相信别人都不知道的事吧～^^ 25.06.2006 我在发梦吗？！C.H今天怎么大胆了？！我真的很开心C.H既然会说这“一切"话～ one bad news and one good news ^^ 我永远不会忘记他这一番话，真的！ secret :"ni deng yi yuan dou wo spm wan kao zhi shen" 01.07.2006 我终于在VI出现啦！C.H，开心吗？嘻嘻… 但，快乐时光过得真快，一杀那，Y.M就在我眼前… 我心突然很痛…很伤…真的不知道该怎么做～渐渐的，眼泪一滴一滴湿满tisu...原来我才发觉我好想他！当不住眼泪…眼泪慢慢淹满心情。从开心的心情很快就转为悲伤～天啊，为什么这样整我呢？！很苦很苦，我才站得起来。但才见他一眼，我已经沉入海底…游不上来了… haiz...我好笨哦！我不应该再想他了～ Y.M是我“过去”，所以我跟本不该再想他了！亚萱！！！醒吧！！！虽然这一切听起来是骗自己的话，但也许是好的开始^^ 转身，看见C.H那天真的脸，好可爱哦！哈哈… 我不必伤心了，现在我该往前走呀～！加油哦，亚萱^^ 04.07.2006 也许我与Mr.J之间有些事必须说清楚，但现在不是时候。也许我与C.H这complicated的事必须解决，但现在也是不是时候。我不知道这样做是对还是错，但这就是唯一我可以做的事～ Mr.J , i'm sorry!是我对不起你… C.H，i'm waiting ^^ 我会等你实现你的诺言… 其实还有很多要写，只是懒惰而已～多多原谅 >.< posted at Tuesday, July 04, 2006 Friday, June 09, 2006 星座排行榜－最近感情出擊 -- 第一名雙魚座：浪漫放第一，只要氣氛感覺對了，雙魚座這個調情高手保證是衝衝衝。因此最近愛情運勢高居不下的星座，雙魚座自然榜上有名。尤其是本月份前兩週，雙魚座特別想讓生活來點不一樣，你除了會給對方出其不意的邀約，還會因現場氣氛超讚，讓你倆加速墜入情網的進度，這種情形當然是讓感情出擊必勝。不過奉勸雙魚座，情不自禁時絕對要冷靜以待，不要將喜歡或感激誤以為是真愛，事後才又懊悔這段戀情喔！说得准！等，我看该写下英文好一点吧！嘻嘻… yup, correct! sound so true~ these weeks i've been arounding by guys/boys... good news? or bad news? haha, i'm not sure for it ^^ i met alot new frens recently special guys/boys~ actually, i donno what happen to me...suddenly met alot guys/boys~ and some of them make me having feeling toward them~ i donno whether is true feeling or only normal feeling, but they gave me special feeling anyways~ make my life happier! ^^ list it out? haha, i think better no~ but these something i would like to "shout out" at my blog~ special to Mr.J... Mr. J~ i'm gald to met u~ even i just met u once but donno why u also had gav me a "special" feeling~ i know u r younger than me... and i know u just met ur "lov" for 4 days ago~( since i met u) but there's something i really really wanted to tell u.. that is "if i got a chance to meet u ealier, i will more happier." i know, from the moment u asked me about my "lifestyle", i felt that u might having the same feeling just like me? why i know? erm...because i'm older than u and i hav more esperience than u? haha, joking ^^ i really do happy having such a sweet conversation with u~ long time i didn't feel like this actually... most important, u r younger than me~ as u know, any boys are younger than me, i won't care about them or having any feeling toward them~ just treat them as lil brother~ but u different...haha...funny right? ok, i think thats all i wanna "shout out"~ now i'm done~ so back to my topic...^^ aiyo, donno what else i should write...mind in blank and blur too >.< i met alot guys/boys...kinda happy meeting new frens but not ready if wanna build up a relationship~ cause i think i'm still tired... i prefer study now (even i'm not good in study) however, let time prove it ^^ posted at Friday, June 09, 2006 Thursday, June 08, 2006 06.06.2006 晚上，haur来找我～终于见到了他口中的“尤一”和“林三”… 我今天在紫君家过夜，虽然她是我邻居，但我还是比较喜欢自己家的床～哈哈！ 07.06.2006 今天xing li会来找紫君～因为紫君病了… 看见他们puppy loving，感觉我好像老了～嘻嘻… 虽然如此，我先去了阿姨家才与他们会合（阿姨刚出院）三点多才见到他们～xing li也带了一位朋友，名叫Justin～他人真可爱，健谈！像我一样～我与他很多话题谈，谈得很开心… 晚了，住巴生的他们必须回家了～看来他们都很不舍得… 其实我也是哦！ secret: "gan hao you ye ta dui wo shi qi" >.< 夜了，guard打来，原来haur又来了～难道他车油是free的？呵呵… 谈了一会儿，各自回各自家了～ 08.06.2006 非常累，所以很迟才起床… 不久之后，739send了一个website's add～打开来看，是他写关于我！恨！讨厌的是写我的名字啊！全世界都知道啦！算了，事情一定要解决它…现在希望他明白… posted at Thursday, June 08, 2006 Tuesday, June 06, 2006 这假期真忙～蛮累的哦…还没假期前，我希望快点假期，让我有时间休息。但却想不到既然还是一样的忙…haiz... 我也疯了，单单一个星期的假期就已用的超过RM350＋＋天啊，我希望快点上课！！！上课会更省哦… 27&28.05.2006(假期活动开始）饥饿30来临哦！见到很多很多老朋友～真的好想念他们 >.< 见到他们真让我疯狂起来了，哈哈！ 29.05.2006 今天原本我应该去上课（extra课〕但，因为太累了，所以没去～haiz... 哦，是的～今天健滢和健敏会来我家住。晚上，他们到了～哈哈，也说笑很多～^^ 我们很迟才入睡，也许太多话要说但却说不完吧！ 30.05.2006 一大早，这两姐妹说要去KL玩一整天automatically也拉我了～我们先去金河，之后TimeSquare最后到Summit… 我也不知道为何要去Summit，也许是因为要看害健敏被骗了一整天的"魔术师"吧… 真的很累！尤其是在等haur到Summit附近去接我们的时候，我真的差点睡着了～ >.< 吃玩完后，haur送我们会（夜了…没交通…唯一就是他的车） 11pm 当时也约了家耀出来送我会去哦…哈哈，有他在气氛真的好很多～^^ secret: "de gan hao you ta dui man shi qi wo " >.< 31.05.2006 因为昨天完得太累，所以今天没出们，只好呆在家睡觉。嘻嘻… 但，健滢下芙蓉去meet她老友，而健敏和我在家ZzZzZz...呵呵… 他们两人原本打算今天回家的，但因为太累所以延迟到明天了～ 01.06.2006 今天是学记投选活动～haiz...又要忙了… 健滢和健敏今早跟我出门时，同时也回家了～还有，今天8666的女生将会"出马"，希望顺利过关哦！ 02.06.2006 今天我，伟伦，国荣，伟杰（伟伦的弟弟)及学弟去world vision的office 又一次我去当志工哦！蛮开心哦！天啊，可爱又帅的William(饥饿30的司仪）也在场！嘿，还好我没失礼～控制得好，没发狂…哈哈^^ 03.06.2006 今天我很累，只好呆在家为明天的BBQ做好准备吧～忙了一整天，早睡也好哦… 04.06.2006 BBQ啦！哇！天啊！全场的人疯了起来哦！哈哈^^ 啊哟，在场的人没相机所以不好意思不能与你们分享～最疯的是荣耀，超疯！当然少不了他的patner国荣…嘻嘻… 在最后一分钟，荣耀打算约haur～我无话可说…懒惰去理… 当时紫君也参与我们这一班老人家（紫君才14岁而已噢） 05.06.2006 一整天没睡好的我，一大早就起床了… 哦，差点忘了紫君有约我去巴生！！！很快得我吃早餐也很快得去冲凉～之后加速去找她哈哈，其实紫君是我邻居啦，就这样我速度减少许多～呵呵… 第一次去巴生，感觉不错… 我也剪了头发，是紫君这小妹要求下才剪的～RM25…蛮贵… 同时，也拉了紫君与xing li的红线！感觉超爽！哇哈哈！也认识了新朋友哦…有wen wei, zhong sheng and wei chang ^^ secret: "gan hao you wei wen dui ye wo" >.<" 7pm就回家了～原本要去pasar malam但之后发现老妈已买了很多东西就没去了… 06.06.2006 超不舒服！！！应该是因为昨天吃的食物吧～昨天吃太多炸，所以现在喉咙痛了！ haur他也疯了～少读他的blog吧，因为多数都是废话… posted at Tuesday, June 06, 2006		爱错-王力宏 Ai Cuo- Wang Lee Hom ++ AT-10-TION ++ for those who can't view chinese in my blog, 1st u need to right click ur mouse and click on "Encoding" then choose "Unicode (UTF-8)". 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